Prattle

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I can do this. I argued for this.

Got to complete that paperwork tonight.

Should I have shaved? I should have shaved. God. What must she be thinking?

Breathe in.

My shirt is riding up. Oh nooo, she can see my belly. Should've waited until I reached goal weight.

Am I hurting her?

What was that? Oh god oh god, workmen outside. If I can hear them, then they'll hear us…

Is she hating this? She hates this. I should never have said anything.

Am I clean? God, she can see everything.

What is she waiting for?? Say something!

"Beautiful."

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